Nobody blogs anymore.

First Day Of School

I'm pleased with my classes, but never with the people.
I hope college will change this.
All in all, great.
English with SIg, always great.
Calculus is small, but the teacher is nice.
Apparently she works with DJ.
Theatre 3 is just chill.
APES is wild and busy.
I'm sure these classes will be great.

Kerouac

I love reading On The Road.
I feel my soul travelling.
It's so late, but I really don't care.
A journey is worth a loss of sleep.

I hear a symphony

I see color
I feel it
Bright
Landscapes feel alive
I want to take pictures of everything
Write stories about everywhere I go
It makes me smile
This world is beautiful
Maybe I've never noticed it
But I am seeing it now!

Wisdom teeth are out

And I'm actually okay

I'm all shook up

Literally.

Tonight I went to Albemarle to see Noah's play, and it was so good. It was all about love and pelvis thrusting, and it was very well done. I was really surprised. And my god, Noah can dance. It was a fun night, and I didn't really feel bad. How can you when you're hearing great singing and seeing dancing, and sexy pelvic thrusting?

But seriously, I just realized everything is different. My life has been shook up this year. Nothing is the same. Some of my friends are leaving, and it just hasn't set in until now. I now feel like I'm myself. I'm confident and happy. But I feel like it's all too little, too late. I've missed out on a lot of life worrying over pettiness. Not showing my true self, hiding, cowering, for no reason. Maybe it just took time, but I still feel like I've missed out.

I want this year to be for being me, doing me. I have the friends, the money, the car, now I just need to get my head straight. I can do this. I'm strong. I'm going to do what I want for me because I'm the best. I'm going to be me, and I'm not going to change for anyone.

ϟ Forever

I can't believe it.
Tonight at midnight, my childhood is over.
I have grown up on harry potter.
I vividly remember seeing the first Harry Potter.
I was six, and my mom and I got into a packed theatre.
From the first scene, I was mesmerized.
There is no story, no world like Harry Potter's.
It's so beautiful and fantastical, bursting with adventure.
It's been a part of my life for nine and three quarters years.
(Hah, I bet that was planned!)
It's all coming to an end.
This is the last movie.
No more looking up, when the next movie's coming out.
No more buying books.
It's all over.
I'm grown up.
It's bittersweet, but I'm hoping this is the best movie.