I feel so free.

Don't you?

:) Wow thanks everyone

Thanks for that blog.

I think it was about me.

I'm glad that I have friends that care.

It does make me feel less alone.

I hope I see you soon.

And I'm still signed up for pre cal next semester:D

And there will be two band concerts, and unlike last year, we don't suck!

...

I'm beginning to accept that I'm single.

I'd be lying if I didn't say that there are perks to being single.

I feel free, yet loved.

And I'm glad that we agreed to be friends because I still love you.

It's a really powerful feeling.

I like school.

Band is great!

Civics is my absolute favorite class.

I like biology, but it's boring now, just same ol' same ol' boring basic science.

Algebra 2 is my least favorite because for the first two months it is just algebra 1.

It is good seeing everyone and feeling together again.

I'm really feeling good again.

Wow.

single= :'(

My worst nightmares are becoming realities.

I'm feeling so alone and so depressed.

Everything is falling apart.

I want it to be easy, but it just isn't.

I don't know why.

I'm having such a hard time getting over this.

Looking at your picture makes me cry.

Looking at you blog makes me scream.

I can't even listen to transatlanticism without breaking down.

I just have to keep my friends close.

I know they care.

I know they'll help.

And we will get better.

And I will in time want to speak to you, but as for now, we need to just be.

So this is it.

I'm so upset.

I had the most amazing summer.

I've had the best days of my life.

Now it all comes crashing down on me in this final stretch.

I could die. Just die.

I feel alone and afraid, and what you want isn't going to happen for a while.

This hurts more than anything has ever hurt me before.

I'm sorry, but I just can't live in an illusion that things are chip chiperoo.

We'll get better.

But I don't need you now.

I need to be surrounded by my friends who love and care about me.

I need people like Ella, Sally, Priscilla, Will, Sarah, younger Sarah, Kevyn, Megan, Haley, Noah, Casey, Stephanie, and so many more. I need them more than ever.

So this is it. I don't need you. I can't take you now. This is done for now. NO CONTACT.

I love you, this is why there's so much pain.

Bye summer. I'll miss you. LOADS!!!

Open House was today.

It was hectic and crazy and weird.

I like the freshman, but just as I thought, everyones acting all older.

It is so stupid.

I like my schedule, but it is just weird to see all of these changes.

New people, new seniors, new attitudes, new teachers, and newer HARDER classes!!!

I guess I'm the typical guy. I hate change.

Well, I hope this year is good.

Unlike last year's senior class, I'm actually going to miss the seniors that leave this year.

I hope to do a ton of theatre, and I am counting down the days until I'm driving to chick-fil-a BY MYSELF!

I can honestly say

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Come on society

Every time I see people write your meaning you're

Or I see people write and for an

Or I see people confuse their "theres"

I secretly want to punch them in the face, hard.

The fact of the matter is it isn't a hard thing to fix.

Everyone should learn it like the brits do.

If you don't use proper grammar and bad spelling,

you aren't speaking the king's english.

I refuse to be fluent in ebonics.

Brilliant men and women created our language.

We must cherish it, not destroy it with our lazy tongues.

Hear the difference:

I saw a bird fly gracefully into the bright blue sky.

Yo, I done seen this bird flappin hiah and hiah up.

Shakespeare...

Romeo, romeo, wherefore art thou romeo?

Romeo, where you at? <----- (can't stand preps. at the end of a sentence)

(Actually, this is an incorrect interpretation of that line, bad grammar and all. What Juliet means is that, why is romeo a montague, a sworn enemy of her family?)

The bible...

The lord is my shepherd I shall not want, he maketh me to lie down in green pastures.

God be my bro that I ain't axe nuffin from, he be makin me get low in the bushes.

It is okay to joke and be all ghetto, sometimes it's fun.

But if you start talking the way you joke around, you need to stop.

If you didn't hear the difference...

Don't bother speaking or better yet writing ever again.

It is really weird how people make profiles for themselves, but they don't blog.

Strange.

I've created a new blog.

It's called the happiness is...

feel free to follow it.

http://gray-happinessis.blogspot.com/

Mascara and eye liner can't cover your tears.

I don't strive to be perfect.

Imperfections are what make us all individuals.

I never want to look like some kid in a magazine.

It isn't real; it isn't right.

All teens will get acne and bad hair days.

It isn't anything to cry about.

It's only natural really.

I'm not saying intentionally dress down, but if you get a case of acne before prom...

It isn't the end of the world!

I have bad days where I look bad, but I don't cry about it.

I move on.

Appearance is wonderful and it's great to get dressed up for things, but it isn't right to belittle

someone for having a problem they can't fix.

Actually, if you pick at them for their minor imperfection, it shows just how insecure you are about yourself.

... It's pathetic, really.

Lovely

Do you ever have those nights where everything is perfect?

You feel so wonderful, like shear ecstasy. I had one of these nights tonight. Everything was perfect. I know nothing is perfect, but tonight is as close as it comes.

I love it.

Thank you for loving me

When I was..

Young

Stupid

Distant

Awkward

Shy

Boring

Ordinary

Bland

Depressed

Alone

Nobody...

I realize who I am now. I realize who my true friends are.

Despite the negativity, stupidity, irrationality, and distances faced, I know you all love me as I love all of you. Thanks for being there.

No bad day will ruin my friendships.