Time has gone by so quickly

It seems like yesterday it was halloween night, and I was wearing that rediculous mask that didn't fit my face. And you looked so pretty, and you were completely who you were. And then we had thanksgiving, with our crazy families, whom we love so dearly. And then I had my birthday, which was very special. And then after that, I fell for you, harder than ever. Faster than ever. And we clicked, like the mouse on my mouse pad. And then there was christmas, and I had such a great holiday. And then there was valentines day, which was quite special. And the way we laughed at dear john, and the way you held my hand when we walked out, and how I found out you listen to electric renaissance like I do. And then recently, St. Patricks day, we swang and sang, and laughed for hours, about nothing and everything. And I still love you, things are just slow, and a bit confusing. I just wish you could be you again. I wish you would smile more, and listen to me. I wish we didn't fight. And I hate the rebellion. And you are beautiful, so beautiful, but you hide it, and its sickening to someone who knows how amazing you are. No one would ever laugh at you, if they knew you like I did.