These past three days have been so perfect

They've consisted of...
Good Music
Loud Music
Ringing Ears
Dr. Who
SUPAH BASS
SUPAH EIGHT
Slushies
Hugs
Car Rides
Polaroids
Funny short people
Wolverines
Beautiful Girls
Graduations
Swings
Morrissey
Wings
Connections
Communication
Late Nights
Vulgarity
Reckless Driving
Breathless Laughter
Food
Friends
Sunshine
Blink 182
Chessa
Drew
Stephanie
Mercedes

These past three days, I've felt so alive. It's okay you like him. It's okay everything that's happened. It's okay I don't know you. It's okay you're getting better. It's okay you've done that. Nothing has changed across the board. If things stay like this, great. This is still a summer of love to me.

Here we go

Everything is starting to click. I'm feeling that sense of security. I've finally reached that point. Happiness. Dare I say it? Speaking of happiness can feel depressing, but it's not now. I realize that I'm not completely fulfilled. There are some voids, but I'm comfortable and yes, happy. I have what I want. I have a car. I have a money source for gas and food. I have good, honest friends. Maybe none of them are my best friends, but they're all good people that I enjoy being with. I've made these relationships. Tight bonds. I'm starting my life. This is the beginning. I feel like I'm starting my great adventures. I'm so excited. I'm staying up late. I'm sleeping in. I'm feeling so alive. This is the first time I've felt this full without a girlfriend. As much as I am lonely. As much as I could date some girls, I have this. I treasure this. I feel this strength. The only thing I need now is friendships.

Kelly Jo, Never Forget

I still remember how the mood of that party turned a year ago.
Graduation was joyful, the party started out fine, and then there was a text message.
Tears.
Tears.
Tears.
I didn't know you, and I still, I still bawled.
You're simply unforgettable.
This tragedy brought our town together.
Beautiful tragedy.
Ugliest death.
We have to stop being fast.
Living in our moments.
Wrapped up in our lives.
We have to slow down.
We have to remember, when it hurts.
Because missing someone is loving someone.
Love just doesn't die.
There is a light and it never goes out.
Keep shining kelly, I love you <3

First Day Of Summer

This year was difficult.
I had a lot to get through and a lot of things/people to get over.
But I did.
I hope everyone will someday feel as I do right now because it feels excellent.
I feel belonging.
I feel loved.
And I finally feel summer.
Thanks for being there, everyone.