Here we go

Everything is starting to click. I'm feeling that sense of security. I've finally reached that point. Happiness. Dare I say it? Speaking of happiness can feel depressing, but it's not now. I realize that I'm not completely fulfilled. There are some voids, but I'm comfortable and yes, happy. I have what I want. I have a car. I have a money source for gas and food. I have good, honest friends. Maybe none of them are my best friends, but they're all good people that I enjoy being with. I've made these relationships. Tight bonds. I'm starting my life. This is the beginning. I feel like I'm starting my great adventures. I'm so excited. I'm staying up late. I'm sleeping in. I'm feeling so alive. This is the first time I've felt this full without a girlfriend. As much as I am lonely. As much as I could date some girls, I have this. I treasure this. I feel this strength. The only thing I need now is friendships.