I wish I could help

But I know I can't.

Deadly Weapons

Wow, this has been such a great experience. I can't believe tonight is our last show. One of the girls in the dressing room said to me, a few minutes before we went on, "It feels like only yesterday we got our scripts." It's the truth.

HEY, TIME FLIES WHEN YOU'RE HAVING FUN!

Tonight will be the best yet. My blood will pop, the audience will laugh and clap, and the talkback will be meaningful. And I will sorely miss this show.

But please, do come... it will be DEADLY

Good weekends=

Driving

Running in the rain

Laughing

Theatre

Magazine fights

Friends

Leaving plays at intermission

Watching girls dance and sing in donkey costumes

Drive thrus

Doctor Who

Pictures

Ziplines

and Purple shirts

The words you say will hurt me far more than the punches you could throw

racecar

"racecar" is a palendrome. I like palendromes, they're the same forward and backward.
I love it when we hold hands, our fingers make palendromes, a harmonious equilibrium.
I hate the sound of dripping taps, yet I love the sound of them, and I often fall into the rythm of the beating water.
I hate it when we bicker and argue and yet I love it because it helps me learn more about you.

I enjoy the sun, but hate the burns.
I love the road, but hate the turns.
I strive to please, but please to strive,

And nonetheless it all repeats.

And I can't tell what is forward, and what is backward, and what is real and what is not.

Darby:D

I know that lately you've been sad,

and you've been crying.

And it makes me sad to see you so upset.

But things will get better.

I mean... this year is almost over, 19 days!

And you need to know how great you are,

and how much I love you.

And how much others love you.

Kids are dumb now,

so don't let them get you down.

Don't let anyone tell you, that you aren't good enough,

Because you're simply the best for about anything.

You make me smile for hours.

I love being with you.

Hugging you, kissing you, and being your boyfriend.

I've never been happier in my entire life.

I wish you were happy.

And you will be I know it.

You just need to know that you're an amazing, beautiful, strong, independent, funny, creative, and talented girl who could change this world for the better, and I will always love you, no matter what.

Let's leave our house tonight

and board the amtrak,

and never look back.

TGIF

I am emotionally and physically exhausted.

Soundless Symphony

This has just been one of those weeks where I just go for days without talking to hardly anyone.

I'm sorry if you think that means I don't have a personality or confidence, it's just a quiet day...

I honestly didn't think you cared that much about what I have to say in the first place.

I would love to talk to you somedays, just not now.

Its been so long

Since I've blogged,

or at least it feels like it has been.

School is difficult, but I'm getting through it.

Life is difficult, but I'm getting through it.

My play is difficult, but... actually we haven't fully got through it yet.

It opens in 2 weeks.

I can't lie: We're quite unprepared.

It's time for summertime.

"Squeaky swings and tall grass
The longest shadows ever cast
The water's warm and children swim
And we frolicked about in our summer skin

I don't recall a single care
Just greenery and humid air
Then Labor day came and went
And we shed what was left of our summer skin

On the night you left I came over
And we peeled the freckles from our shoulders
Our brand new coats so flushed and pink
And I knew your heart I couldn't win
Cause the season's change was a conduit
And we'd left our love in our summer skin"

Its time for summertime.

Dream car

You've changed so much

I've changed so much...

who are we,

who are you,

who am I?

C'est super!

I was wondering what all broadway stuff was going on in New York and that's when I saw it.

Little Miss Sunshine the Musical!

Little Miss Sunshine is in the top five list of my favorite movies. I worship the characters, the diconformity, the language, and of course the old grandpa.

Then I saw that yesterday, someone tried to set off a car bomb in time square.

I'm really not sure which is the bigger deal.

I just wanna let you know

That I love you.
And I'm really excited about tomorrow!
And we will lay on the floor and watch Skins and Glee.
I miss you,
A lot.

I feel that when you aren't with me, I lose a part of myself.
I lose happiness and emotion altogether.
I hate feeling numb.

I want you,
I need you,
I admit it.

I'm hopelessly in love with you.

"Is that smoker coughing again?"

"Nope, Its just Gray"

FMYCOLD!

Slushie Facial

This weekend isn't too bad.

I have a boring science paper, I'm on page three, I have to tie up one more paragraph

write a conclusion, tweak it, and I'm done.

I mean I can't stare at it anymore.

I just have to blog.

My paper's good though.

I love my introduction.

I like its body.

Its finish will be strong,

and badoom, paper finished.

I'm really excited about this week.

Monday- school, then rehearsal, and mon copine!

Tuesday- no school, best friend time

Wedensday- last day of physical education ever.

Thursday- pictures for deadly weapons. (I have a pretty great costume.)

Friday- School, weekend!

I feel like so much is being lifted from my shoulders,

I know about all my lines for Deadly weapons,

I'm going to rehearse but I'm pretty good.

Geometry's nearly done, which is great.

School is nearly done, which is beyond fantastic.

I'm gonna go write this paper.

It's yelling:

"GRAY, GRAY!!!! YOU DIDN'T FINISH PARAGRAPH 4.

GRAY, GRAY!!!! YOU FORGOT A COMMA AFTER A PREPOSITION.

GRAY, GRAY!!!! RESTATE YOUR THESIS."

Yeah, my paper talks to me.

Jealous?