Now I know

that things have been harsh.
I have been harsh.
Life is harsh.
Situations are harsh.
And I'm sorry, but there is little that I take back.
Just know that I will always love you.
This year has been rocky.
And I think you realize that now.
I think spring break will be good.
A time to rest, A time to think.
A time to just breathe.
I'm ready for it.
I'm so very ready for it.
And I love you,
but I feel you're trying to be things your not,
And you've tried so hard that you think you are.
You're eccentric and I love it.
But sometimes you just have to be a little normal.
Not only in the clothes you wear,
but in the ways you act and speak.
You're amazing,
And I love you.
But "you" have not been showing yourself lately.
I need you.
(inward voice) I need you!