2011

I realize what happened this new years eve.

For some reason, I felt upset, but I was happy.

Don't you hate it when you have conflicting emotions?

Honestly, it makes me feel insane.

I don't half remember everything I did, said, and thought.

I kinda blocked it out.

But I think I did all that because I know that I missed opportunities.

Time is flying.

Every year goes by faster than the next.

I feel like I invested way too much time in someone that ended up hurting me.

I feel like I missed my friends, my family, and just being a teenager.

But I was happy because I was getting a fresh start.

I know this year will be better.

This year will be the best.

I may date.

I may fall in love.

But this time I'm not going to let it run my life.

I will look for balance.

I have learned and I think that's enough.

Let's make this the best year ever.