I'm all shook up

Literally.

Tonight I went to Albemarle to see Noah's play, and it was so good. It was all about love and pelvis thrusting, and it was very well done. I was really surprised. And my god, Noah can dance. It was a fun night, and I didn't really feel bad. How can you when you're hearing great singing and seeing dancing, and sexy pelvic thrusting?

But seriously, I just realized everything is different. My life has been shook up this year. Nothing is the same. Some of my friends are leaving, and it just hasn't set in until now. I now feel like I'm myself. I'm confident and happy. But I feel like it's all too little, too late. I've missed out on a lot of life worrying over pettiness. Not showing my true self, hiding, cowering, for no reason. Maybe it just took time, but I still feel like I've missed out.

I want this year to be for being me, doing me. I have the friends, the money, the car, now I just need to get my head straight. I can do this. I'm strong. I'm going to do what I want for me because I'm the best. I'm going to be me, and I'm not going to change for anyone.